Depressing

This is so depressing. I'm 4 days delayed today, again, in my 35 day average cycle. We decided to take the test. It turned out negative. For the past 3 days, I tried to be open minded and not to hope too much so as not to feel really bad.

It still hurts. I hoped, wished and dreamt. I can't help but cry. Just putting a brave act but deep down inside... hay...

This kind of depression brings old bad stuff in life.

Well, I know in God's time, the day we've been waiting for will come...

Dreaming

I was dreaming of how I will look like when bald. I'm 3 days delayed (in my 35 day average cycle) and I told others that I'll shave my head when I get pregnant. I'm actually excited getting bald. *teehee* I told hamey to have his head shaved also. *grins* =Þ

Is this what we have been waiting for? It will be a happy 2nd anniversary for us!

Wishing

Wishing that this is really it!! 2 days delayed. But still, I feel I'll have my monthly visitor either tonight or tomorrow. hay... Hope I' m wrong!

Hoping

I am hoping that this is it! I am one day delayed (in my 35 day average cycle). I don't want to preempt it. I'll wait until my 40th day to test if...

I haven't told hamey yet and I don't know if he has a clue that I am delayed already. I remember that I told him I was suppose to have my period yesterday. Better this way, at least we won't get so excited. hay... 4 more days to go. Anything can happen...