Halos dalawang taon mula ng kami ay makasal ng malaman naming ako ay nagdadalang tao.

OMG! Bakit ang lalim ng kwento? HAHAHA!!!

Before pa ko ikasal may mga “abnormalities” na ko sa matres. Retroverted Uterus, Adenomyosis and one week before I got married, I was diagnose to have PCOS. Ang saya-saya diba? Pero d ko gaanong inisip na matatagalan palang talaga bago ako kami mag ka baby.

I didn’t go through a continuous treatment for a year. I think it was in June 2005 that I started treatment for PCOS. By September, hinang hina na ko sa kaka take ng medicines. And then I learned that my sugar level went beyond the boundary which I need to maintain to normal boundary before I get pregnant.  I gave up! Gave up with my medicines, going to the doctor and got a bit “lost” for awhile. Yup, lost my faith.

One month passed, nothing has changed but I eventually realized that there are still other blessings from Him. I focused on that and learned to let go and let God.

December 2005, grocery time. This is somehow funny. I can’t find the usual sanitary pads I’ve been using for years and it never occur to me that it was already a sign. So, fine! I didn’t buy any other brand and was still hoping I’ll find my favorite brand somewhere else.

January 2006, passed by the grocery. I can’t really find Whisper with wings (the ultra slim one). Hmp! I sort of had no choice since I don’t have a stock of my favorite pads at home. So, i just bought the Regular one!

I should have known, it’s a sign…