I know you’re not asking for my opinion nor do I think you’d listen to me. I’ve told you before that in whatever you do just always remember the consequences of your actions and don’t hurt any one in the process. But this is my honest opinion with regards to your “friendly” relationship to your ex.

Ang lalaki, hindi yan magtsatsagang magpakahirap manligaw o manuyo kung walang nakikitang pag-asa o motibo galing sa babae. More than a year have passed, you had a new boyfriend but ex is still there for you, hindi nag move on. Bakit kaya? Ganun na ba ang pagkaka kilala nya sa yo na feeling palagay nya sa kanya pa rin ang bagsak mo? Think it over. Never in your one year apart na “pinakawalan” ka nya. For him, kayo pa din. Hindi ko sya masisisi if one day you realize na wala na talaga at hindi nya to totally matanggap because partly, pina aasa/pina asa mo sya. No, hindi nya problema yun. As I’ve said, ang lalaki nagkakalakas ng loob dahil din may nakikita silang hope sa babae. And I can actually see it. I know it’s your life at malamang pasok sa isang tenga labas na lang sa isang tenga ‘to, pero this is what I see (base from everything happened not only to him but to his family also), magulo ang sitwasyon. One way or another, may masasaktan at masasaktan sa pangyayaring ito. Cliche but, kung kayo, kayo nga in the future. I just wish hindi ito maging B and Ate S Part 2.

D ako nakiki alam ha, e d sana dineretso ko na lang sinabi sa yo na tigil tigilan mo yang ginagawa mo. *LOL* Pag isipan mo lang maigi and try thinking, what if ikaw yung nasa lugar nya, anong mararamdaman mo?

*youngest kasi d naman pwedeng little, laki mo ha! Peace!

I went to my Endocrinologist for a consultation awhile ago. I had a Glucose (Fasting) test last month and I got a borderline result. I was actually expecting it since I already saw some signs since I got back from the States.

Anyway, my doctor advised me to have a 75ml OGTT this Sunday and to postpone my diet since we are testing my tolerance for sugar. I’ve been on a diet since November. I’m eating less than half cup of rice per meal (Breakfast, Lunch and Dinner) but the doctor told me to at least consume one cup of rice or regular size of carbo to see how my body will react. I’ll be eating like this until Saturday. Back on diet by Sunday. Ahm, let’s make it Monday. We’re meeting friends on Sunday, lapa muna! *LOL*